i haven't updated this in ages. i would say i've been too busy, but i haven't really, i don't actually know where the fuck the time goes? i'll be so glad when May is over, and exams done. i fucking hate exams.

eugh, i feel, and probably look like death warmed up. i went out last night, first time in ages. was actually really good. got incredibly trashed, true to form. my whole no smoking thing went straight out the window. opps. i went in the showers at the club. i've always thought it really odd that theres showers in a night club, but actually its pretty fucking awesome when ur wasted. managed to meet some cool people too. went to the student bar today, more smoking, more drinking.

i am fucking covered in bruises. i've got the mother of all bruises on my left thigh. the bruise is about as big as my palm and purple as. then i've got random fag burns and bruises on my arms too. i look a fuckin state. how the fuck do i get all these?!

i bumped into my ex last night too. was...suprisingly ok. i was totally wasted anyway. i got the whole "you shouldn't drink so much" speech again and, from the way i'm feeling now, i think he might have a point.